Yesterday,

"Once i open my eyes, what i see is Pain
Before i close my eyes , what i got is Happiness"

Let the story begin, i woke up around 11 am, and 1st thing i'm rushed, go to toilet because i've got stomatch pain. Finish taking bath and all the stuff, i do my normal routine , until it's about time to eat , in bahasa Melayu we call it " berbuka puasa " .

All the thing start from here, let me keep it simple. My Cousin do the mistake, i'm taking his mistake on me . Meanwhile, my lil bro make mistake, and i'm the one who taking his mistake on me too. At the same time, my sis who have married interfere my slow talk with my abah. I'm telling her to stop interfere because she's the one main reason why my abah keep on his anger to me. My abah always saying bout my death death death, like he want me to dead. I wash up my plate , pray and online like always.

I'm cool until 1 Am, my abah send me an sms from 1st floor, asking me to sleep when I cant sleep at that time. I've discuss this with him , that i could not sleep before 4 / 5 am, my eyes wont shut even I'm forcing it. He wont believe and said that's all a lie . I try to sleep , and at 2 AM, i suddenly wake up, and i'm trying to sleep again.

Unfortunately, i cant sleep.. And I open my laptop to online coz i cant sleep at all. Suddenly i see my father appear at infront of my door, asking me to sleep. I told him that i just got woke up , and he start babblering on me. I keep silence and he keep push me , give me no choice.. keep pressure me over and over again. 15-20 minute have past and if he continue another 10 minute, i'm sure it's gonna be a big fight between me and him. He keep blame me for other people mistake.

Luckily , i got my sayang here to comfort me , thanks Sue for giving me all the advice , all the thing i need last night, i'm really appreciate it. I'm really lose hope , but suddenly i see a light coming through my skype. And it was you, Suhaila Mohd Ismail that cheering me up :)
Even though we are just friends, i hope we can be more than this. U always with me whether i'm happy or sad, or i can say all the situation. I love who you are , and this make me trust you more than i trust another girl :)

3.15 Am , my place were raining and at the same time my tear is falling because i never knew there is someone who care of me than my family. She's got to go, but i will remember you even until my last breath. Love you, Sue :) . And the story end when i close my eye with happyness.

This is her, who sitting on car with big smile :)